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haix.

irritated~

damn pissed. bloody hell. tmd. i admit i haf some fault too. bt den. nt all mine wat! damn it. poor trainer = my fault? sigh. may as well as fired mi. so tempted to quit.

我的痛苦谁明白?委屈只能咽下去。很难受。

7 more days! i cannt do it! jia you~ 我是可以的!

love.

i really love dem. mel kel eve qi. :) really. i will try to force everyone to speak up next time they have problems. :) jia you shiling!

it’s kinda sad dat i can only say diz like in my own world. sigh.

i nid.

movie.

drinks.

donate blood.

work.

forgiveness.

i juz wan to live. cant i?

hmmm.

if both sides r waitin for both sides to take the initiative. den nobody wins. “class” outin.

damn.

i feel lk cryin. dun feel lk goin out. flared up ytd. damn. all thanks to u my fren is mad at mi. damn it. it’s time for mi to start work.

well.

decided. nt worth it. so no fightin. it’s lk dere’s zero chance of mi winnin anw. i can tell. sigh. watever. i guess wen u r old u get over w diz kinda tings faster. tata.

:) it’s hols!

well.

i juz nid to blog diz somewhere. so here it is.

aft da exams i will thot of it. if it worths it. i will do it. really. so many chances has slipped past mi. i dun wan to miss summore.

i guess. da tarot card is rite. i m supposed to b a fighter. sigh.

new start.

heex…

dun kill mi bt i will b changin my url.. goin back to blogger.. lolx.. so it will b:

 http://crated.blogspot.com

pai seh bt i will b changin it soon agn.. oops.. so till den den update my link pls! thanks!

dun kill mi!

lolx..

love,

sushi.

ouch.

felt a stab of pain, wishin dat i m nt one of dem. bt den. wat’s da pt?

everyone realised it. bt den nobody is doin anytin. kinda bo liao rite?

dere r summore i wan to say bt i 4gt.

-.-

好多。

好多东西好想说。

#1
我决定把电视机给丢了。慢慢地、慢慢地丢了。因为手紧紧抱着它不放而酸了,我已经累坏了。开始就知道不会耐,就因该知道会有这样的下场。或许是我希望像童话故事会成真地希望着吧。可是,事事不可能都顺利,我又不是谁,为什么什么都要听我的呢?不会忘了它,会把它放在心里的深处。不管怎么样,它始终陪了我一段时间。回忆,是不可能说丢就丢的。可是我已经不再执著。没忘记,不代表没放下,不代表还没往前走。现在,只想睡觉。或许很快我又想买电视机?我不知道。只有天知道。

#2
没有理由地决定放下。或许是没那个必要吧。每天心很沉重,到底是为了什么。不会让我得回他,也不会让我开心。有什么用呢?所以放下了。是时候往前走了。用了一个星期多,我还不赖吧?

#3
我就是想和这种人在一起。不喜欢那种人。心计少一点,会比较轻松。新宽容一点,会比较自在。就是喜欢,所以不想换工作。可是这还是个未知数。钱能使鬼推磨,为了钱我可能愿意换工作。还要等世间对了再说。

#4
我突然想到《水果篮》里面的红叶。我已经忘了他的那句话,而我也懒得去找。总之我会变得更坚强。=)

#5
现在的我不想谈恋爱。直到我遇到MrRight?应该不可能。我或许会很快又找到男朋友了?不知道。可是要有人要我在行。

#6
悠悠地说,我们分手了。已经能不在意地说了。就只是想打“悠悠地说”而已。所以才有这一个。是这个悠悠吗?我不知道。

不说了,该睡了。
晚安。