it’s weird.

how to get over without forgetting?
i dont want to forget.
but i want to get over.

do i really want to get over?
i don’t know.

now, i just want to stop thinking and be happy.

why is it that hard?

it just hurts so much.

so much that i can hardly breathe.

i can hardly do anything.

the most painful thing is the silence.

damn it.

i just hate myself.

haix.

irritated~

damn pissed. bloody hell. tmd. i admit i haf some fault too. bt den. nt all mine wat! damn it. poor trainer = my fault? sigh. may as well as fired mi. so tempted to quit.

我的痛苦谁明白？委屈只能咽下去。很难受。

7 more days! i cannt do it! jia you~ 我是可以的!

love.

i really love dem. mel kel eve qi. really. i will try to force everyone to speak up next time they have problems. jia you shiling!

it’s kinda sad dat i can only say diz like in my own world. sigh.

i nid.

movie.

drinks.

donate blood.

work.

forgiveness.

i juz wan to live. cant i?

hmmm.

if both sides r waitin for both sides to take the initiative. den nobody wins. “class” outin.

damn.

i feel lk cryin. dun feel lk goin out. flared up ytd. damn. all thanks to u my fren is mad at mi. damn it. it’s time for mi to start work.

well.

decided. nt worth it. so no fightin. it’s lk dere’s zero chance of mi winnin anw. i can tell. sigh. watever. i guess wen u r old u get over w diz kinda tings faster. tata.

it’s hols!

well.

i juz nid to blog diz somewhere. so here it is.

aft da exams i will thot of it. if it worths it. i will do it. really. so many chances has slipped past mi. i dun wan to miss summore.

i guess. da tarot card is rite. i m supposed to b a fighter. sigh.

new start.

heex…

dun kill mi bt i will b changin my url.. goin back to blogger.. lolx.. so it will b:

 http://crated.blogspot.com

pai seh bt i will b changin it soon agn.. oops.. so till den den update my link pls! thanks!

dun kill mi!

lolx..

love,

sushi.