=) + sentosa

pple muz luv mi okiex? coz i online n goin to post da pics.. lolx… it’s so late liao i still online for u leix.. lolx.. nahx.. i juz still too awake.. lolx.. gt used of nite life liaox.. i m an owl… hoot hoot hoot.. -.-

okiex.. my shoulders r burnin… can feel da heat emittin n it is so raw den da clothes i m wearin i can feel da pain.. -.-

oh oh.. i suddenly realised i stil haven gt da time to get my panda bk!!! -.- will get it another day den… mayb on 28 wen i go amk pl to eat for free!!!! =) cant wait! my food! shimofuri!!!! lolx..

kk.. let mi finish my sentosa story bfore i start w 2day…

went to sentosa w mel.. so late.. bt nt one slpin.. so we played cards… tok tok.. den at 5+? i fell aslp.. den woke up den slp den woke up den till da guys left @ 7+? wen jane zy n jen came back i tink.. den i slpt.. so shuang.. ard 1hr ltr? i woke up agn.. -.- n horx.. da guys kip changin positions sia.. one time it is joshua on da sofa.. den da nxt time i wake up is fran.. den change here change dere.. lolx.. da guys din really slp i guess.. xcept sudave mayb.. lolx…

den head to da beach to suntan.. played vball awhile den coz we all r too lousy w vball.. n too hot.. we went to sea.. den played frisbee den rest… den i get moody.. den i decided nt to get moody n go play frisbee.. bfore dat eve came.. den bea came den we go eat sakae… den i learnt how to play bridge!!! yes! den play here play dere… din really go into da sun…

anw.. fotos time!

wah lau.. 20 fotos to upload.. wait arhx.. i go upload to a host first.. faster.. -.-

while i upload my fotos.. i shld juz continue to rattle w 2day.. lolx… 2day wake up feelin lazy as usual.. din wan to get up coz i nid to work.. lolx.. den had my kfc!!!! for lunch.. lolx.. den went to meet eve coz she din take her specs fr my bag n i din realise it.. on da way i realised.. i feel so light.. i guess no more burden.. i feel so carefree? i dunno… dere’s really a difference.. =)

den went to work.. kinda sian… bt till ard evenin time bahx.. so many pple!!! =) bt den coz aftnn sales nt so gd we ended up w 3.5 only.. bt den.. nvm.. den cleaned da ice cream machine myself!!! oh.. n all da closin.. xcept kenny n jh did q. a lot of dryin up da stuffs for mi.. =)

oh.. durin da closin.. ed kip playin w da bell n start to chant.. -.- funny.. bt den irritatin.. lolx.. den started to spray holy water which is act alcosan.. n poke my sunburnt back.. -.- i get back @ him by din open da door to pass him his cig.. lolx… hu ask him to lose @ 2 gals @ closin da door? okiex.. i b nice to him.. lose to mi? lolx..

oh yarhx.. coz we r sprayed by holy water.. we actually each gave a no to buy toto.. lolx..

den took train hm w kenny.. w him tellin mi abt business n stuffs lahx… it’s great wen u get to listen to other adults abt future n stuffs… juz different pt of view… =)

oh btw.. i dun haf much beach fotos!! go san dere to take a look.. lolx..

finally all r uploaded.. fotos time!

my presents for eve n san! coz eve say she saw a pendant w a saga seed wrapped ard v. nice.. den i say.. i haf wat.. i make for u lahx.. den san say she wan oso.. so i make for dem lahx.. den kelly saw it n say y din gif her.. oops.. lolx.. so makin one for her too.. =)

san takin fotos..

is diz accidentally taken? i dunno..

san n kelly part 1

san n kelly part 2

it’s san agn!

@ nite playin cards..

showcase of da rm!



okiex.. mayb i aint a gd photographer @ tryin toshow u how gd da rm is.. bt den.. =P

my masterpiece! so beautiful rite?

focusin on da drops.

missed da chance of takin mel long legs..

mi n mel~

san in shades!

san in shades agn!

it’s san agn.. lolx..

mi n san!

da swimmin pool!!

sry bt den da only beach pic is..

lolx..

damn com shuts down.. luckily it is saved sia.. lolx.. or esle i will die sia…

well now i 4gtwat to type.. time for nxt entry~ lolx.. chi entry! oh yarhx.. my food food food~ lolx… i m dat ezly happy.. =)

well.

suddenly.
decided to let go.
decided to forget.

it’s time to move on.

erm.

i m washed, clean n tired. =) kana sunburnt? i dunno leix.. seems so…

anw.. thanks mr bazid to send mi n mel to sentosa.. =) thanks! owe u one ice cream.. lolx… anw.. i luv siloso beach resort!!! so grand.. so wow~ lolx…

now too tired to type da whole sentosa trip.. will type tmr nite.. lolx..

i juz dun understand it.

lk a wind, lk a mirage. wat m i anw?

fotos.

i realised it has been v. long since i upload any foto for u guys to c… so.. here r da fotos!!! let fotos do da tokin anw.. i m juz too tired to say stuffs.. mayb i m disappointed.. bt den.. da sky is clear now.. =)

kelly! she is so goin to kill mi if she noe i posted diz pic online.. bt da gd ting is.. she dun read my blog! lolx… we @ vivo ljs… da playgrd is so cute! bt i din manage to get da foto lahx..

my sticky chewy chocolate w no whipped cream! @ swensens! den took some fotos..

port.. will i b workin dere in da future?

sentosa!

time for 2day..

met cheryl for breakfast.. both of us r late.. ta bao fr take 5 nasi lemak n soya milk fr mr bean den went to da store @ ard 9.30.. amy is early.. so da store is open n we eat first lahx.. den 10 we r doin openin le.. we get to b done w openin by 11am!!!! =) den i did dish up + cashier.. lalala.. den i m off @ 3pm~~~

went tpy to find mel w her new cue.. den i noe she was w yuxian playin snooker.. den aft dat called eve to cum.. den we 2 play pool den san came.. went to amk hub to eat den went to mc cafe to drink n tok.. den reach hm @ 11+.. =)

my mr bean hp accessory!!!! i juz cant help bt kip changin it.. lolx.. bt diz is so cute!!!!

my small hot choc! so small.. shld haf bot da medium one.. sobs..

san n eve!!! =)

finally drank it.. i haf been wantin it since eunice drank it dat time? lolx.. a long long long long long long long long time ago.

finally no more crap n rubbish.
thanks for tellin mi da real reason.
we r still frenz.
=)

i m thirsty. i go find my sky juice first. lolx.

tmr work + chalet! lolx… i hope i can enjoy it.. lalala~

love,
stupid sushi.

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烦。

我很烦。

tues wed i haf tokin abt da break up coz i guess it is time to let pple noe wat happen.. nearly one wk since i started tellin pple da reasons… tmr will b another day… w san n eve.. nt dat i mind coz dey r my sisters leix.. how can dey dunno…

regardin da breakup. everyone say different tings.. dere r ppel hu r happy actually.. dere r pple hu knew it.. dey r pple hu r in complete shock.. dere r pple hu kip sayin i m stupid to let him go…

可能如果我陷入另一个恋情，我会开心一点、好过一点。可是，这对你不公平。

我是放不下，还是我始终不愿意放下？我知道答案是什么，可是我还是醒不来。

my knuckles r startin white.

it is juz fate isnt it? u may start lkin me first bt den u din ask first.. if u did ask first mayb now i will still b w u happily… bt den.. i dunno…

mayb ended up it iwll b da same.. coz lk sb said.. i cant commit.. can i? i dunno… wat is commitment? wat he does i muz approve? wat i do muz get his approval? we r livin individual lives wat..

mayb da fault lies in mi. i juz nt a gd gal lk everyoen tinks i m. mayb. i dunno.

sb said i changed aft i broke up. mayb i m actin fine. mayb i m really fine. mayb diz is da first time i reveal da real mi. mayb mayb mayb. i juz dunno. dun ask mi dun ask mi. i juz bloody hell dunno.

i m plain stupid.

do u still read my blog?

my whole mind is juz full of memories n stuffs n …

ohoh.. i did kitchen fr 6 to 8+~~~ w david helpin mi!! bt i helped him w com oso~ lolx… =) bt gt a period of time i went out lahx.. let kenny n david do da job.. lolx… =)

oh oh.. i worked fr 10am to 11pm.. lolx.. break 2-4pm.. li hai ba? lolx…

i juz cannt 4get n i juz dun wan to.

music n lyrics

Way back into love (from music n lyrics)

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

went out w kelly 2day.. to vivo~ lolx.. vivo.. brot a 50dollar note out.. came back w coins.. lolx.. n i din buy anytin! spend 20+ on food! lolx… nt bad leix.. i went to ljs, swensens n thai express.. i shld get myself da orange card… =)

i juz love being w any of gals. =)

oh.. music n lyrics r v. v. v. nice!!!!! tho it makes mi sad… bt den.. it is a great movie!!!!!!!!

i was tokin to kelly abt takin da sky tower.. wen we r bloody rich of coz.. den i was tinkin… makin promises w kelly seem to b more able to happen dan u noe.. nt juz promises bt abt tings we goin to do.. wen we r rich.. nxt time.. etc… bt for diz case.. it juz nt goin to happen animore… empty plans..

nxt entry.. i juz 4gt to publish it ytd… lolx..

i dunno.

当初，不在乎他人在想什么，我一意孤行地买了不能等待的电视机。付了很多，可是没后悔过。一个月多后，电视机坏了。不能修了。我怎么还不舍得丢掉呢？我又不是karangguni。别人送我我也不要。现在的潇洒，我要装到几时？我要几时才放得下？我几时才可以把电视机丢掉？

i m nt givin myself a chance. i’m sry.

i m no longer inside da story. i haf no say. i cannt do anytin. no matter how much i wish to pull u out of da situation. i m juz a passerby.

dun ever look down on urself can?

i guess i m savin myself dat i din really care abt my frenz.. din tell q. a no. of u all abt it..

bt den..

aiyahx.. in da beginin tears swell wen i tell pple.. dat’s y i din say.. it hurts so much even i say via sms… now.. i get hold of myself.. i can say it w no nth….

lk pple alwaes lk to say sushi. sushi is brave n strong. mayb dat’s y i used to suffer da pain alone, da troubles alone.

now i rmb sth.. da personality test rac gave. my glass vase. which is my heart lahx… it shattered le? i dunno.

i stop tinkin. abt everytin.

well.

kinda gettin a huh.

anw.. goin out tmr.. supposed to go bk now dun nid liaox.. so muz go tell kelly.. =) my kelly~

den thurs goin tcc w eve n san… =) loves.

well.. i dun nid a guy for now… gettin used of being alone.. nt really being alone coz i haf frenz + family.. bt den yar u noe… so i dun wan a guy now.. mayb ask mi few mnths ltr… i din wan another failed r/s.. i din wan another. so sry bt glad u din say anytin u din do anytin. i juz wan a plain simple life for now. anw it’s none of my business till u tell mi.

PS: da pain i nid to bear it’s my business.. n da amt of pain i can tolerate is v. high…

sad dat pple r leavin. i juz dun lk changes.

i nid to buy lots of tings.. da watch hafta wait i guess.. haix.. dat means no watch for mi for another mnth! sobs… bt i wan get my jacket, clothes, flats, bag by diz mnth.. i spend a lot as pple alwaes say.. bt heck.. it’s my money.. i get to spend..

(sushi). i nid a hug sometimes.

happen to.

happen to c diz while lookin @ chalets..

Musical Fountain bids farewell on 26 March 2007
Situated within the new Resorts World at Sentosa site, the musical fountain is closing to make way for the resort’s upcoming development works. If you like to catch this water show again, don’t miss the nightly Magical Sentosa shows at 7.40pm & 8.40pm from now till 26 March 2007.

taken fr http://www.sentosa.com.sg

kinda sad arhx?

anw.. aft sayin so much i tink i still get my sentosa.. wahhahahahha~ n my sat suntannin.. i tink.. wahhahahahahaha~ i win~ i wan tan!!!